2006 has finally arrived!
it's a new dawn
a new beginning
and a year full of possibilities! yup! a big can of POSSIBILITIES!

all i can say is, this day was CRAP! all I did was sit down in front of my TV and play NBA while my cousins were drinking outside soaking their butts off with beer while listening to THE RED HOT CHILLI PEPPERS! all I can do was stare at them and kick the LA Lakers ass! and this is because I don't drink any kind of alcoholic beverages/liquior...

Let's just wish that this year will be a Hell of a year for us!

damn! I can't sleep...
naguguluhan ako...
kakapanood ko lang ng "LIFE AS WE KNOW IT" kanina. It's a good show , about 3 Boys dealing with typical highschool problems. Minsan talaga nakakarelate ako sa kanila pero ngayon something kept bugging me and now I can't sleep. whew!

I just realized that I'll lose a big part of me if I fail in this... this.. this.. (how can I describe it?).. journey that is only a fool's errand. (I hope you understand)

Should I make a move?
or should i just wait?
but can I wait?
how long can I wait?
what if it's too late?
maybe I should move NOW!
but what if it's not the right time?
if not, When is the right time?
Can I ask for help?
if yes, then whom shall i ask for help?
what if they don't like to help?
I can't let others fight my battles...
may be i should text her first...
wheres my phone?
oh Shit ! i forgot I have no phone!!!
what will i do??!!!
(then I go back to Question #1)

THESE ARE THE THOUGHTS THAT PLAYED IN MY MIND FOR ALMOST 3 HOURS!! and until now I can't sleep... this is called TCOTMOTMWCHBST CYCLE or " THE CYCLE OF THE MIND OF THE MAN WHOSE CELLPHONE HAS BEEN SNATCHED TWICE ALREADY"

I'm running out of time... sh*t! every second is very crucial to me right now... malaks kasi ang puwersa ng KADILIMAN eh... pati yung UEMRWEALE (ultra electro magnetic robot w/ extending arms and laser eyes) ko nasira na! wala na akong panlaban! dapat kasi tutugtog kami sa Xmas party namin pero di natuloy... ang tagal ko pa namang nag-ppraktis! TAE!...

hmm... or maybe God has bigger plans for me than what I have for myself...
I HOPE SO...

change topic:
you know the band Itchyworms? if you don't.. I suggest you get to know their songs coz they really ROCK! it sounds funny pero yung isa nilang kanta na "AKIN KA NA LANG" parang sinulat nila yung gusto kong sabihin kay *SIKRET* tapos ginawa nilang kanta... nakaka-realte ako talaga d2..

eto yung lyrics----


Akin Ka Na Lang
-Itchyworms

'wag kang maniwala d'yan. 'di ka n'ya mahal talaga
Sayang lang ang buhay mo kung mapupunta ka lang sa kanya
Iiwanan ka lang n'yan, mag-ingat ka
Dagdag ka lamang sa milyun-milyong babae n'ya

Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

'di naman ako bolero katulad ng ibang tao
Ang totoo'y pag nandyan ka medyo nabubulol pa nga ako
Malangis lang ang dila n'yan, 'wag kang madala
Dahan-dahan ka lang, baka pati ika'y mabiktima('wag naman sana)

Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Iingatan ko ang puso mo
Akin ka na lang (akin ka na lang)
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo

'di naman sa sinisiraan ko ang pangit na 'yan
'wag ka dapat sa'kin magduda
Hinding-hindi kita pababayaan!

Akin ka na lang
Liligaya ka sa pag-ibig ko
Akin ka na lang
At wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo
Wala nang hihigit pa sa 'yo (akin ka na lang)

sorry for not posting for almost 2 months..
GOMENASAI!
Lots of unpleasant things were happening to me these past few weeks!
I LOST MY CELLPHONE AGAIN!
I'm STUPID SO STUPID!

nyweiz... i've been working on a new theme for my blog..
FF7 AC THEME !!!
like it?
it's a little girly... but who cares?

LIGHT
PEACE
LOVE
........................................................................
sorry for the late updates...
I'm really busy right now...
I'm dealing with life's cruel blows...
and I don't know how to fight back....
let's just say I'm fighting for something that I might lose for eternity....
and LOSING is not an option...


'till next time...

Sept. 29(Student's Night)... the best night ever? i don't think so... my bandmates and I preformed 3 songs namely - Hanggang Kailan, Parisan and Stay, and it was a success... then the slow dancing came... I got really nervous, I wanted to ask her to dance, so I pulled myself together and without even thinking I Stood up and started searching for her... afterwards my classmate (NICO) told me that she was dancing with someone... then, MY WORLD CAME CRASHING DOWN! kumuha ako ng upuan at umupo na lang ako... I pulled down my cap covering my eyes, tapos yumuko ako at nga-iisip ng kung ano-ano para lang mawala yung attention ko sa pagkabigo ko.... for 1 hour nag-iisip ako ng kung ano-ano, tumatawa ako kahit hindi naman totoo dahil ayaw kong ipakita na malungkot ako, I'm afraid to show my weaker side...

Cguro nung last 15 mins. na lang ng event... sinabi ko sa sarili ko "BUMAWI KA! YAYAIN MO NA! SAAYANG NAMAN KUNG UUWI KANG GANYAN!" so i got up at hinanap ko kung nasan siya, nakita ko na sinasayaw siya nung friend ko (si MARK)... Lumapit ako at tinanong ko kung pwede maki-singit.. HAYUN! JACKPOT! nasayaw ko siya! YESS! YESS! YESS! SUGOY! SUGOY!... habang sumasayaw inisip ko na "sana palagi na lang ganito", BUT SADLY, ALL GOOD THINGS COME TO AN END...

pagkatapos ng Student''s night Pumunta kami kena Louie at NAGBABAD SA PS2 hanggang madaling ARAW!!!

I don't wanna type anymore kasi ang katuglong nito ay nakakalungkot at ayaw ko ng isipin...

pasensya na! GOME, GOMENASAI...

ahhhh! minamalas talaga ako! d ko na 'to kaya! 1st, the headphones in my discman are not properly working; 2nd, My Exam score on GEOMETRY is 77% (FUCK!); 3rd I got scolded because of my low test results; 4th; I still haven't done my term paper; 5th I still have nothing to present in our ORAL INTERPRITATION; and last but certainly not the least... MY CELLPHONE GOT SNATCHED!(TRIPLE FUCK!) I'm so SCREWED UP! I don't know what to do! and I've even got a bigger problem that's been bothering me these past few weeks and this all started when I entered 3yr HIGH SCHOOL! wats wit dat? Im very very pissed off! VERY PISSED OFF!

anyway... waddaya think of my new theme? huh? cool no? BLEACH ROX!

It's been a while since I logged in...
I've been working on a new theme on my BLOG for these past few days...
I'll just Update my BLOG after finishing the NEW THEME...

see ya'